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16 going 17, I've changed over the years.
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Wednesday, December 7
4:17 AM
I POST LIKE DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY IN 1 HOUR
I miss my babygirl, Tiffany. I miss how we were in Sec 3. Two of us against the world. This year kinda sucked. Its been more of like you against the world for Adri. And me against the world just to be against it. Sigh. Things could have been different. Better. Way better. Cause 2011 sucked so bad. NOTHING ABOUT IT WAS EVEN GOOD. LIKE THE BADNESS OF IT JUST KEPT COMING AND IT WOULDN'T STOP. YEAH IT SUCKED. IT STARTED WITH ALL THE BREAK UPS. HOW TO GO THROUGH A YEAR OF SCHOOOL LIKE THAT YOU TELL ME! THEN THAT GIRL, WASN'T REALLY THERE. DA FUG. NOW I RMBR HOW MAD I AM! Sheesh, no wonder I'm different. I went through a year of HOLY FUCKING SHIT ALONE. Even got used to it. DA FUCK.
EH HOW NOT FUNNY. MY FRIEND HAVE STRONG FEELINGS FOR DUMDUMDUM TAU. THEN LATER HOW IF DUMDUMDUM SUDDENLY SPOKE THE TRUTH. LATER LIKE JENGJENGJENG. SIGH.
ALAMAK NOW YOU SEE, YOU SEE! MY FRIEND IS GONNA GET HURT. SUMPAH. AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I FEEL BAD NOT DOING ANYTHING. I'M NOT EVEN PART OF IT BUT ALAH HOW NI. HAHAHA LATER MY FRIEND SAD AH. LIKE NOW I KNOW THE TRUTH THEN I LIKE FEEL MY HEART LIKE WANT TO BREAK ALREADY SIA SEE THE BLOG BUT THEN HAIYO. WHAT TO DO.. WHAT TO DO. HAHAHA
I get hurt when people is hurt. I know it might seem weird and strange and kinda stupid cause I can't possibly be feeling what they're really feeling but i do. Period. December 23 2010, a friend of mine was hurt. I was the one crying like a mother fuck. HAHAHA. It hurts. I know. Team foreverheavyheart mah. HAHAHAHA. never seen me cry watching my favorite shows before right! HAHAHA you are who you are when no one's looking. Pretty Little Liars, Gossip Girl, Vampire Diaries, SKINS HOLY SHIT SKINS, switched at birth, How I met Your Mother (i think). HAHAHA ALL THIS SHOWS FUCKING SAD ONE OK. MUST FEELING FEELING. MUST LET YOURSELF FEEL THE HEAVY HEART AGAIN THEN WATCH OK. THEN CAN BE LIKE 'HOLYSHIZZLEPUFF THE FUCK ARE THEY TRYNA DO, KILL ME? WALAO MUST WAIT NEXT SEASON SOME MORE, WANT ME TO DIE AH' FEELING. And I blame hurt.. HAHAHAHAHAHA! k lah bye lah.
And its the epic failure blogger me again. HAHA. K so I realised, I'm exactly where I was a year ago. Except now I'm on the floor. I have no room. I have a maid. And I forever now can't think about what time Datuk's gonna reach home so I can move outta the bed. Funny how things stay the same but still be very different at the same time. At least now I'm not confuse. I'm not having mini heartattacks anymore. Or like depression. HAHA. Yeah but I wished I hadn't done so many things wrong though. At least then by now we'd be awesome. K, i have to shit. Yes food poisoning from Jakarta trip. NICE. Peace out.
Saturday, December 3
7:15 PM
like him
So i know this guy. didn't really notice him for all of my life. don't even know. never my friend before. ever. in my whole 4 years of School. then a bunch of people went out together. and this guy, seemed nice. was nice. was friendly. funny. stupid kinda. well, k nevermind. i just think. k, nevermind. bye.
