Wednesday, February 29
10:23 PM
Lol can I have 2 fucking years to learn malay again and then retake mother tongue for O's. I want to fucking Ace it. So that my fucking points feels like a fucking achievement to me. Why am I so stupid? Did I even deserve the spot in the 12 points course. I feel so fucking stupid. Why I very kurang ajar in my studies. Never study properlu. Why I never get A for maths. WHY? KNN CCB WHY. I blame myself so much. I let everyone down sia. Lol I remember standing behind the hall looking at everyone with Nez. LOL sia. "Lol ah ni lah budak-budak yamg semangat tapi end up tak do well." HAHA end up both same course, same school. LOL sia. I fucking stupid sia. But I deserved my points. I don't deserve the course I was accepted into. I want to retake O's ah. Get my fucking A for maths and shit. Earn my fucking spot in my fucking optometry course that I wanted so badly. Now I miss studying. Apa ni. Haiyo.
Tuesday, February 28
11:40 PM
I wonder how's your life without me. Should be great. Everyone's better off without me. Seriously. Ok I lazy type long long cause my arm fucking sore from the blood test. So yeah.
Monday, February 27
11:48 PM
Fucking hell. I lost my fucking best friend. My mutha fucking bestfriend. Am I that fucked up or what? Aku bodoh pe? Sial uh. See, this is why I push people away. Its either I'm too fucked up and it drives them away or they just fucking leave me just like fucking that. I don't fucking trust life to be all positive and happy. I don't fucking trust life to be like that. Just gonna build me up and just fucking drop me to the ground at some point. Bullshit. Fucking fuck. Tsk life, why you like that? Kau ni dah kenapa? Kau fikir aku tak sedih pe? Here's a big sigh for you life. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
hi, this is a story about balls. I have a friend who have big balls which shrink when kena water. True story. He tell me today at 5.15pm at Kallang.
I can't blog anymore. This sucks but there's really no point now. Cause I'll still be hiding. Cause the things I wanna say are being read by the people that aren't suppose to read. I don't even know what the fuck I'm talking about. What the fuck. I'm abit of a fucktard aren't I? Hmm, watched videos of people dying a few minutes ago. What the fuck did I do that for. Hmm, I'm abit of a fucktard aren't I? I'm abit of a fucktard. I'm abit of a fucktard. Fucktard. Fucktard. Fucking fucktard. I'm a lot of a fucktard. What the fuck am I doing? Fuck. Is that all I can fucking say? "Fuck"!?! That's really fucking it eh? K lol, what the fuck. Sorry but what the fuck. I could have sworn it was only 1 something a few minutes ago. Now its 3?! What the fuck. Hmm no seriously. Apa aku merepek ni.
Saturday, February 25
2:58 AM
I FUCKING GIVE UP ON BLOGGING ALRDY. AFTER LIKE 3 MONTHS OF STARTING BLOGGING AGAIN. HAHAHAHA CAUSE PEOPLE READ MY BLOG AND EVERYTHING ON IT IS FUCKING PRIVATE LAH. I PUT EVERY FUCKING THING ON THIS SHIT. DAMMIT I TRUST MY BLOG TOO MUCH. SIGH. OK BYE <3 i have many stalkers.
KNN FUCKING WEIRDO. REFRESH LIKE FUCK
Friday, February 24
11:42 PM
Me as of right now because all is well again (-:
actually you know what, scratch that. Why does life have to be so fucking perfect at one point and then be fucking fucked up the next. No I'm not saying my life is fucked up. Well not yet, well not now. Soon soon. But it gets fucking mind fucked sometimes. Like my head would fucking hurt and I'll be like what the fuck am I doing? Or like why the fuck am I alive? Like what is all this? Like fuck. WHAT? like now for example. I don't know like mind fuck. And then the world literally starts spinning round and round and shit what is this? ugh. is this depression? fucking hell.
Back to real blogging. Alrights so here's a summary of my life at this exact moment. Well, I'm currently headbanging to A day to remember and getting so fucking stoked for the concert however, I have yet to head down to ticketcube to get myself 2 tickets for ADTR. And I am also so fucking upset cause no one is selling cheaper tickets for ADTR and its fucking me up. Plus i'm in still in need of money for it. I fucking swear if I don't go to the concert I would kill myself because I fucking love this band ok. Other than that, after long wait for my poly enrolment package I finally receive my NYP poly package. But fuck. The number of forms in it. Wow, sums up to be well FUCK. No seriously. And I apparently have to get ALOT of medical check up done by 9 March. Fuck. Considering my busy schedule. Well not really busy but however plans are just starting to pile up on me, so suddenly that is. And all I'm thinking is like fuck.... Republic poly have yet to send me theirs though. Heh, getting more convinced that NYP is where I belong. In addition, me and Ahneez are planning to do stupid shit everyday in school so yeah I'm really stoked for that. On the down side, my friends made me realize that I have much more feelings for someone. More than I thought. And now I'm stuck and forever feeling that aching heart flopped sinking feeling. On the plus side, my boyfriend is being really gay today. More gay than usual but that's not 'on the plus' side at all. Cause other than the fact that he's actually forcing me to help him choose what to wear for his concert tomorrow, A skylit drive/for this cause, which I will not be attending, sadly, wait, what was I talking about? Oh right, other than all that, he has also mentioned me in a tweet and said that it relates totally to us. Something about doing a mistake twice is an option. And I was just like..... So its all my fault? However, even my friends told me yesterday that he somewhat deserved all that.... I mean like come on. 9 Months with no real fucking love? say what? Well yah. And I don't know what the fuck i'm doing with my life right now. Its kinda awesome but also kinda fucked at the same time so yeah. what. the. fuck. ok.
HAHAHAHAHA THERE'S JUST SO MUCH A CAMERA CAN TAKE. I HAVE SO MANY VIDEOS OF ME HEADBANGING, SCREAMING, DANCING, IRRITATING MY BROTHERS, DANCING, DANCING AND MORE DANCING, AND MORE CRAZY DANCING. HAHAHHA FUCKING FUNNY.
Thursday, February 23
3:51 AM
WHY AM I SO FUCKING UPSET? IS IT BECAUSE I REALLY LIKE HIM? OR MAYBE BECAUSE HE REALLY LIKES ME BACK? OR IS IT BECAUSE. I DONT FUCKING KNOW LAH. CB. SO FUCKING UPSET RIGHT NOW. PLS. DON'T. HAIS, I SWEAR TO GOD NO ONE UNDERSTANDS. NO I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT FEELINGS, I'M TALKING ABOUT SITUATION. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THE SITUATION. AT ALL, I SWEAR TO GOD. FUCK THIS SHIT LAH. WALAO. WTYFDVWEHGFVBREJGVBNRTIGJBVRTKFDJB :-( SO MUCH FUCKING SADNESS OMFG. HEART PAIN SIA. WALAO. CB. KNN. HAIS.
Wednesday, February 22
10:01 PM
HAHAHAHA omg my eyes are so teary because i wanna puke so bad. JUST READING THE "1000 DRINKING GAME" INSTRUCTIONS. JUSTT FUCKING REAdINg it AND I ALREADY WANNA FUCKING PUKE. WTFW TF WTF
Sunday, February 19
3:27 AM
His smell. His voice. His face. His smile. His touch. His presence. Him. When he holds me. When he grabs me. When he carries me. when he pulls me over to him. When he kisses me. So fucking deeply. When he just stops whatever he's doing to kiss me, holding my chin up so that my lips met his. As he plays with my hair.. When he hugs me so fucking tightly that its almost impossible to breathe. When he whispers "I love you." and adds "So much" after getting my reply of "i love you too." When he kisses every part of the face. When he pulls me closer and closer. When I can see it in his eyes. When I see our history in his eyes. All the pain, the hurt, the laughter, the fun, the love, the care, the fears, the friendship, the relationship. When its so hard trying to express how much fucking love there is that you just don't fucking know what to do but just to sit there and hug and kiss forever. When passing the smoke of a cigarette from one to another is just an excuse to kiss. but also because it was the last stick and sharing is caring. When I sit on my bed at 3 in the morning and thought that even though we were at only one place for 4 hours, what we had was beautiful.
Monday, February 13
11:51 PM
Hi, I'm in the mrt. HAHAHA got this old guy staring at what I'm typing. That's why I'm talking about him. Buat terasa sedikit. Hahha otw home from lan from near The Cathay there at doubyghaut. Cb I love that place. Shiok. Hahaha yah it was random. Wasn't suppose to go out but then this A really wanted to meet since 2 days ago. So like I always say I lazy all. Like so mean :( so yeah. Ended up having fun. Hahaa met two of his friends. one of them the perangai and the pakaian all like ikan sia. Omg I like. Like boy. But she a girl. Wahh fucking cool. Then the guy friend also like funny funny. First we both walk walk around the cathay window shop for shoes. Haaha cb we both wear vans today. Yupp. Then go daiso buy his stupid japanese popcorn. Hahaha cb funny. I bully him a lot sia today. Whack him all. I want to be the guy. He fucking girl lah walao. Then I don't let him send me home alll. Hahaha his friends all like blur say whatt its normal for a guy to do that. Well, I'm not a girl. HAHAHA I shemale. But I had fun today I guess. Yah and he said that yest I like don't want layan. Hahha I don't know why I keep doing that. Keep pushing people away. Maybe because I'm scared. I don't know. I don't wanna be hurt and I don't wanna be the one who hurt people. Tomorrow mini golf. Hehe, I won two rounds of games alrdy. I won bowling and pool. And he won in lan. Soooo tmr if I win, he must forfeit I don't care. Go uss take the stupid coaster that we both afraid off. I think I lending his mickey mouse topman toppp for tmr. Heehe happy valentines day. Oh yah cb why got this girl hugging a huge purple elephant in the mrt.
And yes i'm starting to do that again............................... I'm sorry.
wtf I'm doing it again. I'm pushing people away. AGAIN. AS ALWAYS. i just can't. PEOPLE PUSH ME AWAY. PEOPLE. PUSHED. ME. AWAY. TOO. THAT IS WHY. NOW IT HARD TO STOP. BECAUSE IT HURTS AND I JUST CAN'T OK. you should find someone else. no one should wanna be with me ok. just, idk just, dont.
Sunday, February 12
5:07 AM
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooo i've been whattttttttttt i not eveeeenn mkving i cant see what i'm typing ane i'm not moving so i might propbably type shit t i had something to say but i gorgit i guedd. 3what? i fan;t see shit lol. nrvermind then. byw
i'm probably gonna fuvk iy so whats the point i i vant i dont . its not the same as. its not easy. its. he. we. they. us unforgettBable. i'm a sleepy urcking duck goodnight
3:46 AM
why can't i just fucking love
I just feel like doing something fucking stupid ok. YOU CAN'T FUCKING SEE IT BUT MY MIND IS FUCKING MENTAL OK. F U C K FUCKING FUCKETY MENTAL FUCK. Its like a switch. it goes on and off and on and off and fucking turn itself on again. someone get me a fucking drink. FUCKING NOW. JUST FUCKING CALL ME. AND GET ME FUCKING HIGH OK. I'M FUCKING SERIOUS. please, somebody. just fucking call me and we go get fucking mental.
I'm not blogging anymore.
Friday, February 10
3:38 AM
OMG PEOPLE FOUND ME MOSTLY DUE TO FARSHA. LOL SEARCH KEY WORDS FUNNY BODOH "DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE EXTREMITY OF THE FUCK I DON'T GIVE PICS" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I was going through my page views and holy crapp. I thought no one reads my blog. apparently there's people all over the world. Especially by mobile -.- 213 views today. SHIT. But anyways, he's a sweet boy ok. Not sweet as in sweet talker. But just sweet. i don't know how to define sweet but yeah. LOL no matter what i will always sleep later ok. You cannot manage to stay awake ok! But anyways, trying his best today. HAHAHA turn on all the lights and went to draw stuffs and now checking money to see if got enough to come down here to mac now cause I bloody hungry and sleepy. STOP READING MY BLOG OMG. PEACE OUT!
can't believe i finished watching the fucking movie. It was like a fucking porno movie. Worst movie ever. But, kinda interesting though.... Lol fags. Valentines Day when ah? LOL.
Thursday, February 9
12:09 AM
Wow today was. Productive. Lemme break it down. Woke up late. Decide which baju for koolneck to wear. Then meet. Go smoke otw to the cathay. Watch chronicles. Like a boss cause got no one. Then we buat the place like rumah. Then smoke. Walk to town. While smoking. LOL, then, buy sticky. Go take mrt to kovan. Play pool, I won k. And then bowling. I also win k. So got punishment soon. MUAHAHA. Then go smoke. Buy sushi. Then smoke somemore. Then go walk to their usually hand out to take smtg. Then go take bus to dte. Then go buy tickets to see another movie. I forget the name. LOL. Then go lepak at Pasir Ris Park for 2hrs plus. Then go watch movie. Then walk through town park. And now I'm home. OK. Productive kan. Oh yes, one pack of winston red gone.
Tuesday, February 7
9:35 PM
You know the bloody reason why I blog now? Its because I need somewhere to type down how I'm feeling because I can"t tweet anymore because the people I'm talking about will be able to see them. Not the case last time. Hais. Going to watch Chronicles tomorrow and I'm like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm not good enough for this world. HAHAHA I'm not pretty enough. Not cool enough. Not smart enough. HAHAHA I'm just flawed and I don't know boring maybe. Shy as fuck. And and and hmmm weird? Yes? No? Ok.
I have been ask out to go uss on tuesday. Eh yah tuesday valentines day hor. Hahahaha omg. But i think now change plans. Gonna go play mini golf, finally. Eh but i so scared. Cause. I dont know. Cause i not good enough. Cause.... Hahaha omg insecure or what. But no seriously. I Am so shy and scared and i dont want to disappoint. Sigh. Well no one needs me anymore. So i shall just dissappear from the face of the earth. LH just told someone to diam. That dude said one thing to me. And that was a week ago. Hahaha kinda funny though. Why did he do that on my b for. Siao uh le?
Monday, February 6
7:47 PM
Haha so that boy mati mati want me to plan where we meeting and I was fucking sleepy and I was like "LOL. kay if you ask me plan I say you meet me outside my door." And LH was like "ok I go there lor." And I was like "hahahaha lol then I ask u come in you will come meh?" Then he was like "yes.. U think I'm a pussy." Well he is actually -.- see my outside door there alrdy scared. So then after a long time of not replying he told me to look outside the window and I was like "what?" Then he told me to come down. So I did and he was there. LOL. Laju kepe. Yah then he came in. Lol then we watch accidentally on purpose on starworld and lepak in the room. There was a pinch of awkwardness but yeah. Hahaha stupid fella. After one month of not meeting. But anyways we went to makan at recreational center and lepak at the massage chair. LOL I realized that I am definitely ready to lose him. Not as a friend but as a boyfriend. Definitely. Hahaha we can go fine as bestfriends. Like last time. K no not best friends but I'm his best girl friend. See the space there? Girl friend. cause we end up being so fucking normal. HAHA he's gay too. He played with bear. Fucking gay shit. But anyways told him about adtr and ask if he want to go and he say he's not sure. So yeah. I lazy think of what to type alrdy. Wah cb why I everyday update one.
I have been laughing ALONE for the past 1 and a half hour because we are more alike than you think! HAHAHAHA its mutha fucking funny bodoh. No wonder we same species!!!! I hab octoblast hotwheels track he also. I hab the truck storage thing, he also. And I know its not a lie cause we say at the same time and shit. OMG. HAHAHAHA this just proves that my childhood is mutha fucking awesome I tell u!
I is haz a lot to blog about just now but I forgot because himshe and me almost haz the same lacoste shoes. Told yya we iz from the same species. Berd just now talk to me. He ask me to find for him picture of John from the Maine cuz he is want to cut hiz hair like that. So I is help him. Then he is say thank you and he is say sorry. And I say sorry for? And he is say everything. 0.0 then I is say happy 6th cause today is ze 2years 3months and he is say happy 6th babe. Wanna meet later? Then I is like 0.0 then he iz like at least for the last time. HAHA why is I speaking like this. Ok bye. To be continued. Muahahah oh yah tadi match draw eh! Man U and chelsea.
Sunday, February 5
3:16 PM
This might seem mutha fucking funny but I'm now on the bathroom floor because I my head hurts from head banging like crazy for half an hour to Woe is me. omg I love woe is me. HAHAHA someone should really take a video of me just now. HAHAHA fucking menggila seseorang sia. HAHAHA but ow my head pain cb. HAHAHA I fucking love tyler carter but he left the band :( YOUURR MINDDD IS LIKE A CANDLESTICKKKK. IM CONSTANTLY BURNINGGGG OUTTTTTTTTTT~ omg maybe I should do this at adtr concert. All by myself. Wonder how does it feels like to be alone at a concert. HAHAHA I smell like cupcakes now because I sweat a lot. The more I sweat the more cupcake smell comes out. Body mist mahhh. HAHAHA but that's pretty cool. Ok bye. I'm about to shower and get ready, put on heels like a girl and act as though I wasn't just someone else half an hour ago. HAHAHAHA
I'm sorry but i think i got a crush on someone. Its cool cause he's not a bungga sweet talker. Ugh gross. But yeah. I think only. Hahaha not confirm crushing. Cause i really suck in this crush thing so yeah. Cause like hello was with the same guy since 2009 here. Hahaha not sure he would like me back though :-( appletinicupquake or whattttt.
Well he thinks I'm cool. Still does. As each day goes by I apparently get cooler and cooler. LOL that's because you get to know me better berd. He's seems to be pretty cool too actually. We"re a like in so many ways. I guess. Oh the only thing is that he doesn't listen to post-hardcore. Dammit. I need more friends who listen to post-hardcore -.- I need a band. But anyways, I don't know if he's changed but it doesn't hurt to be friends right? Not sure whether I want to go watch them play takraw next week or play soccer seems far though but I was promised a cab ride home. Hmm. Wait hold up, did somebody just fall asleep? Again? Kata aje kat twitter tak akan tertidur. HAHAHAHA so berd -.-" okay why am I posting this? I just realize that a lot of people can stalk me just by typing my name in google. SHIT!
Saturday, February 4
12:55 AM
Smiling like an idiot because I'm so clever at tricking people. HAHA! I don't owe anyone a video of me playing thr guitar. I never pinky promise. Oh and I'm smiling because of Annabel and Bill. HAHAHAHA why are we so cool. Hello my name is Aryati Smk and I have an imaginary boyfriend named Bill. Oh my bloodelf friend has an imaginary girlfriend named Annabel. HAHAHA together we make a power pack couple.
Friday, February 3
6:56 PM
I did it, I finally did it. I finally fucking did it. I can't imagine being you. Not in the rude way no. I literally cannot imagine being with you. HAHA, just a few weeks ago I can imagine us at Sentosa having fun and shit but now I can't imagine shit. I have no idea why. Lol, asal eh? This is so weird omg. Just a week ago I was wondering why can't you realize that I'm always there for you and now I can't even imagine being with you. LOL now that's weird. I can't imagine playing pool anymore. HAHHA no seriously. I can remember what it was like but I can't imagine doing it again. HAHA, all the shouting at the table, the hugs, the "distractions", the free balls, nahhh I just can't. My mind is clearly telling me that you are definitely cleared out from my mind. Or maybe I'm just high right now. hmmm. LOL OK BYE.
I just realize that I blog alot when I have nothing to do. Was going through the Turkey trip photos and was like "DAMN, TURKEY WAS.. DAMNNNNN." HAHA, I went to like 4 beautiful Masjid. YES WOW. 1 Half Masjid Half Church, I know weird or what. I saw 450 sheeps walked infront of me. Well not walk but you get what I mean. I was in snow for God sake. I did snow angels. I saw so many beautiful people who thought we asians were beautiful. I had dates. LOL. Kay shh. I bought my first Louis Vuitton bag which was beyond cheap for LV, $900 only. Umm, even the sky there was way more prettier than here. I was in a hot air balloon. OH HELL YEAH THAT WAS FUN. Especially the "JOM KITA MABUK!" part. FUCK FUNNY BODOH THAT PART. WHAT THE FUCK SIA. I was on the tops of buildings and got the opportunity to scream "GOOOOOOOOD MORNING" without being shut up by other people in the surroundings. I was in the most fucking coldest weather ever. I learn how to speak Turkish and learn't about their history. DUDE NIKE'S JUST DO IT SIGN WAS BECAUSE OF ANCIENT HISTORY OK. I get to stay in different hotels EVERYDAY for two weeks. THAT, was fun. Oh and I got to sneak out of the rooms and hotels all the time well that was fun too. Did you know that there's such thing as "HALAL" drinks. LOL, give me a bloody mary with no alcohol, Ah yelah. OH, I was thought to be older than my real age. YEAH THAT WAS FUN TOO. HAHHAA OH and I get to watch a fashion show. And I was given a job there. In case I had no where else to go in life, they said i should just come back there to model for them. LOL that was fun too. I get to see the Army there. LOL THEY RAISE THEIR LEG UP SO FUCKING HIGH WHEN THEY MARCH. I get to eat Turkey food OH AND CHOCOLATE WHICH IS 21CM LONG. LOL actually i did alot of stuffs but the best part was the fact that it was all with Shaz, two of us against the world everyday for 2 weeks. Fucking fun. Going home was depressing God dammit. Oh and my tour guide handsome gila babi to the max macam soccer player. HAHAHAHA Turkey is beautiful. Touring Europe soon. WOO! Paris, Switzerland, Germany wtv other countries, I'm coming for you!
OH AND I WOULD LIKE TO SAY IN THE 12 HOUR FLIGHT TO TURKEY, I WAS WATCHING BOTH PARTS OF THE DEATHLY HALLOWS AND I WAS GOING CRAZY. ESPECIALLY WHEN DRACO AND VOLDEMORT HUGGED. WTF THAT WASN'T PLANNED OMG. HAHAHAH FUCKING FUNNY. AND IT WAS LIKE 5AM AND EVERYONE WAS SLEEPING AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE WIDE AWAKE AND LAUGHING. ALONE. HAHHAA LIKE A FUNNY.
Thursday, February 2
11:16 PM

Lol, today is a good night. That lil bastard randomly dmed me. Lol he caved in first. LOL BRO WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU. YOU NO STAND IT I NVR APOLOGISE FIRST? lol. Wake up, I'm gone bro. Unless you can make up for every fucking thing. OH and another good part of the night is that someone just called me cool again. Pretty and cool. Pretty cool. LOL "Y he so stupid. Open his eyes la! U so pretty and cool. So pretty cool. Idk what he see in other girls" awww. Bro love for the bloodelf <3 Oh and another part is that I watched alvin and the chipmunks 3 today and I'm gonna go watch real steel now. Pretty productive night. LOL. i've been wasting my days away for so long that I don't even know what day it is. Oh k now I know. WHAT! TOMORROW IS FRIDAY?! THAT FAST? OMG. WHAT. WHAT WHAT. WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING WITH MY LIFE. OMG. K i need someone to go with me to the adtr concert. thank you very much. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I WANT THE DRESSES ON THE TOP. OMG IT WOULD MAKE ME SEEM A LIL GIRLY. FUCK I WANT IT SO BAD.
I've been sitting here in front of the laptop with guitar for like 3hr plus now and I still haven't decide if I should actually record a video with my face in it while playing...... LOL I'm just not that person who makes covers ok. But then someone almost made me PINKY PROMISE TO MAKE A VIDEO. FUCK.
HAHAHAHA SO I FOUND VIDEOS OF ME AND SHAZ FROM TURKEY CB WE CRAZY BODOH. HAHAHHAAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH and I'm not gonna show them all here because.......... its crazy. lol. can't believe we went to walk around late at night at the park all and almost got lost... HAHAHAHA and kidnapped. I vant to die my hair red again. Watched victorious today and fell in love with Ariana Grande again. Lol i missTurkey.
Lol I slapped myself because I was smiling like an idiot watching dear John. Well you know, the good part. Lol....
Wednesday, February 1
12:52 AM
I HAD ENOUGH OF FEELING LIKE I'M FUCKING STUPID. WHY CAN'T I JUST GET INTO THE FUCKING BETTER SCHOOL GOD DAMMIT. CB. THIS FUCKING SUCKS LAH. UNSUPPORTIVE BITCHES.
WTF AND I THOUGHT YOU FUCKERS WERE FUCKING SUPPORTIVE. GO FUCK YOURSELF LAH. AKU DAH PENAT PENAT DPT COURSE TU SEMUA ABEH SKRG BARU KAU NAK CKP TU SEMUA. SIAL. PUKIMAK KAU LAH SIAL. APA MOTIVE AKU PERGI AMEK COURSE TU KALAU AKU DAH MATI MATI TAKNAK. I GOT THE FUCKING OPPORTUNITY TO GO FOR A FUCKING GOOD COURSE. CUT OFF POINTS SAMPAI 12. KAU NAK AKU GI COURSE LAIN. CB KALAU MATI MATI AKU AMEK TU COURSE KAU JAGA. KAU FUCKING JAGA. AKU TAK AKAN BUAT KERJA SEMUA SAMPAI AKU KENA KICK OUT. I FUCKING SWEAR CB. SIAL. PUKI. FUCK SIA. CB. TAHU AKU TAK AMEKK JPSAE SEMUA PUKIMAK SIAL. BODOH. CB. DEGRADING. DEMORALISING. FUCKING ASSHOLE. FUCK SIA. CB. K. AKU DAH TAKNAK BUAL DENGAN KAU. DAN SUAMI KAU. DAN APA LAGI LAH. CB. FUCK. SIAL. ADA HATI NAK BRIBE LAGI 'I GIVE YOU NEW LAPTOP.' SIAL. ABEH AKU MATI MATI NAK IKUT HATI AKU KAU CKP 'K THEN YOU GET NOTHING. I DON'T GIVE YOU MONEY ANYMORE' WHAT THE FUCKETY FUCK SIA. CB. KANINA. MCM SIAL. BODOH. BODOH, BODOH. TAK KE CAM CB. SIAL